When I miss you…

I really wanna talk to you.

But when we do actually talk.

I find it that I’m only talking to myself.

And you just giving me short responses.

Sigh…what do i do?

Why…

Can’t I fully accept the truth.

In my mind i tell myself over and over it is wat it is.

But my feelings always rejecting that truth? >.<

You are….

My number one cause of me being depress most the time. >.<

Another week has passed.

Sigh…So now I only have 6 weeks left to find time to hang with my friends. Time flies when you doing nothing but eat, sleep, drama, movie all day. Lol. I get bored and tired of that already even tho i do it like once a month. i don’t see how some ppl can do this like almost everyday. Need to get some social life. lol. But yea…6 weeks for me. But ppl are all getting ready for finals and stuffs. And that’s bout the nxt 4 weeks. So basically i only got bout 2 weeks to try and hang with everyone. (So make ur reservations if u wanna hang with me. :D If not…Then oh well) lol. So another weekend had passed also. It was…alright. Actually…It was kinda fun. XD Got to finally hung out with dung. She’s so awesome. Treated me out to lunch. Usually I’m the one that’s doin the treating. but it’s reallt nice to have someone else treat me out to lunch once a while tho. =] Then PT on saturday morning. That went ok. We havent ran in like a month so everyone was kinda dead on the running. but we got to train grabbling with the sergeants. Pretty cool. I nvr really wrestled anyone before. XD Then went to Amel’s party afterward. Pretty awesome there too. So many old faces that i havent seen for a while. lol Dennis and I won bout $72 from online poker that night. ^^ But we end up losing like half of that the nxt day. haha. Gambling is bad ppl. Dont do it. XD

Anyway. That was pretty much it. This week. I’m looking forward to a good slow week and also to krisy’s party. =] It will be ton of fun. And chill with a bunch of friends.

Well that’s it for now. Ill update when i have nuthing else to do. Later peeps. :P

I wrote…

shashaboo:

dancan:

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.

I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.

I wrote your name in my heart,
and nothing can take it away.

4/23/10

Today…well yesterday since right now it’s 4/24/10… was a great day overall. There were boring and sad parts, but they can be overlook by the awesome parts. =]

Woke up, check my bank and got my financial aid. XD That’s where it all begins. lol. Then tennis with friends and sushi after that. Best sushi i’ve have had so far. I soooo recommend Tokyo sushi to all of you sushi lovers out there. =] Then i had to go to doctor for check up…that was pretty boring and time wastefull. lol. Kimmy’s bday dinner was ok. Could have been better. =] Afterward…went and got some free jamba juice and nickel city. :D Nickel city was great. Even thought wasted a quite a bit of money. But it was all worth it for the fun. The games itself didn’t make all the fun. It was all my awesome friends who came. So thanks guys. For making it such an awesome night for me. =] It was awesome stadning around in front of a movie theater and do absolutely nuthing at all. XD The side good thing bout today was that…dad isnt even home. nd no phone call from parents to nag about goin home late. lol. Finally went up to 100 mph on freeway earlier. Finally found some one who actually have the nerve to race against on the busy freeway. lol. If only I have a faster car. And no cops around. That would be super duper awesome.

Gah….I’m like half falling sleep hafl typing this post. Lol. nite nite

Fighting back unwanted tears in my eyes…>.<

Another Day Another Nickel

Pretty Soon I Will Have Enough For Nickel City. XD

I think I’m gonna start posting things. :P

Gah…FML. I typed like a whole freaken essay on this thing. Then “accidentally” closed the window and now i have to retype EVERYTHING. >.< Well…It wasn’t exactly an essay. Maybe a bunch of random bullshit put together but that’s bout it. lol. Well here I go all again. >.< I should give up. But told myself that imma post something today. Lol. Just for the hell of it. Oh man. I just realized that i can be a completely different person on this thing if i want to. And ppl will think it’s still me. HAHA. But y would i? What’s wrong with being ME? NOTHING! That’s what. haha. Gah. I DO kinda sound retarded or something tho. Bunch of nonsense random crap that neither of you people would care about…..Hold on let me copy this much just in case if I closed the window by “accident” again. :P

Sigh….I left to do other things…about…an hour aog. Haha. Now i’m back again. So hm…what do you guys talk about on here anyway. I totally forgot my train of thoughts. Haha. I could talk about my day…Let’s see…boring…boring…tennis…boring…boring…sad at vy….boring…now this. haha. So much fun eh? Oh yea. So earlier. Parents noticed that I was being gloomy and feel tired. So they asked right away. “What drug are you using?” I was like wth? drug? one of these days imma be like “oh yea, only some coke and mushrooms”. haha. Be funny. Asian parents are the weirdest. But they’re awesome at times. Gotta love them.

So i guess this is it for my post. Don’t really know what else to say. I mean I HAVE things to say. But just not atm. I’m just feeling so very blah cuz she makes me go hay wired. >.<

Anyway. Peace out followers. :P (i notice that only have 4 girls following me…need more ppl) LOL.